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At
forty-two he decided to retire permanently to his backyard. There was
an orange tree, dead for at least a year. He put on a kimono and
walked over to it. After winkling out the most depreciated branches
he began his work, the same that would become his very destiny from
there on.
His
now derelict house was close to the sidewalk, separated from it by a
tiny, decrepit wall which left the neglected front yard entirely
exposed.
At
first some postmen continued to dump correspondences over the front
yard, since that open facade still insinuated life. But after two
months, believing that no one still bothered to live in that place,
they decided that going there would be a waste of time, which gave
space to the accumulated dust coming from the street as well as the
trash brought by neighbors who saw in the place a shortcut to their
evictions.
As
for the backyard, no one would dare to visit it, as a small jungle
had grown around it, full of live green and also some green turned
into gray, by time. And if not for a pathway of concrete connecting
the front door to the sidewalk through the front yard, the plants
would have taken over the whole site.
Along
with the plants, some adolescents searching for a quiet place to
shelter new states of consciousness or sneaky copulations also made
use of the building, without ever imagining that its backyard housed
someone who would live forever, through his mark left for posterity.
He
had a set of brushes, three to be exact, and a dull knife. As he
slowly passed the latter over the trunk of the old tree, the tree
seemed to thank the dullness back with a smile, for being remembered
after so much time.
Each
small cut was followed by a minute or two of brushing, to remove the
soot. All care was needed in the toil, as that tree concealed the
only reason for that man to keep himself alive. In a while, that slim
body which had not asked to be born would be forever recalled from
his final work, the work of a whole life, which would soon be shown
through an already dead piece of wood, or what would have, some day,
been such a thing.
Feeding
himself on the plants that grew freely, he continued to work
unceasingly. He was annoyed at having to interrupt the work to attend
mundane things, such as physiological needs. He hardly slept. He was
obsessed with carving that tree and extracting from it what had been
there from the seed, expecting to be released.
He
carved with monastic calmness, cleansed, smoothed with his fingers
and even with his tongue, for nothing but perfection would be
accepted.
And
for fourteen years this pursuit went on. Two days before his
fifty-sixth birthday, the job was finished. He sat down next to it
and watched. His body was not capable of producing tears after a
decade and a half of neglect. The weather was winding and blazing
like never before. In a state of contemplation he remained there for
another twenty-six hours, evaluating every detail of the remembrance
he would leave for the next generations. He was proud to have
materialized, perhaps, the greatest aegis for human creativity. He
lay down. He fell asleep. He did not rise again.
By
week’s end, the putrid scent had taken over the entire
neighborhood, which had grown substantially over the years. They all
judged an entire brood must have passed away to produce such odors.
The
city hall heard the complaints and had the site demolished. A tractor
entered the premises and fulfilled the order. The operator of the
machine, while turning his scabbard, noticed a stump of strangely
rounded wood. He thought it curious. He put it all in the bucket and
left the site.
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